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03 September 2014 @ 01:25 pm
wow, LJ sure changed a lot since the last time I was here (like a year ago? orz). i hardly know how to navigate on these things anymore. even my saved icons are like circa 2012. jeez they are not updated to fit my current fandom. maybe i should change some of them, i have loads anyway. just not posted here.

so, updates! (because i'm bored and i hardly have tasks to do here in the office. lots of stuff happening resulting to me not doing anything. i'm a recruiter btw.)

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Current Location: nozaki's apartment lol
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: spyair - imagination
First up, Atsuto Uchida.

Are you sure you're a football player Atsuto Uchida? You can easily pass up as an idol! So gorgeous and handsome and talented. You're calendars are giving me a heart attack (because of the images LIKE THAT ONE ABOVE OMG and probably the prices too). lol

I'm pretty sure other individual and NT calendars will be available soon. I cannot wait to see Shinji's. But I actually promised myself that I will only buy the JNT calendar for this year. BUT UCHIDA. (////////)
Current Location: happy land
Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: exo - growl
31 July 2013 @ 11:24 am
How lame am I? The last update I made on my journal was December 2012! No wonder I am so outdated with fandom stuff. OTL

To update, I am still a fan of football. More than ever, I guess especially with Shinji Kagawa and Atsuto Uchida. I cannot understand how they can give me feels so strong. I'm still a little surprised how they were able to lure me into the football fandom, follow their matches, buy their team's merchandise and even considered going abroad to watch them play live. And of course I haven't realized before how adorable football players can be, or maybe it applies more to Japanese players? lol

I'm going to rest my case right there. For crying out loud, Shinji was just trying to play football but he still ends up being adorable. Whyyyyy.  But in Atsuto's case, I'm a little fail. I haven't seen his recent guesting in Arashi ni Shiyagare, haven't watched his Vogue Japan photoshoot video, haven't been reblogging tons of his pics/gifs in tumblr. I'm going to get to all of those soon, I swear I will. Please be patient with me Atsuto. m(_ _)m

On the other hand, I don't know anything about my favorite JE groups. I know that NEWS is doing a concert tour, JUMP had a single I think? And Kisumai still releases a lot of stuff. lol I completely negleted JE. I am sad about it too, I just can't handle all of the fandoms right now. I've never been as busy as I currently am at work and football is just the most convenient fandom for me. It doesn't require me to be online so much and I get updated just by watching cable tv. Maybe I'll return to my fandoms soon but as of now my head is just wrapped around work, family, friends and football.

And heck yeah for uhm... Atsuto *____*
Current Mood: irateirate
Current Music: imagine dragons - on top of the world
16 November 2012 @ 05:15 pm
Unadulterated loathing

For your face, your voice, your clothing
Let’s just say, I loathe it all
Every little trait however small
Makes my very flesh begin to crawl

With simple utter

There’s a strange exhilaration
In such total detestation
It’s so pure, so strong
Though I do admit it came on fast
Still I do believe that it can last
And I will be loathing, loathing you my whole life long

- What is this Feeling, OST - Wicked the Musical

What is appropriate life background music? This fits me so much right now. Ha, I think I finally found my life enemy if there's such a thing. lol I never hated anyone this much before. Yes, hate. My feelings escalated that quickly I can't control it. And I thought I was a pretty relaxed, patient and, kind of 'my pace' type of person. 

I remember hearing from some people (read: Chico, Delamar and Gino of The Morning Rush) that if you hate someone so much it means something else. Like you are probably jealous of something they have or how they live their life. I want to deny that and disagree with that completely. I don't like the thought of me being jealous with anything that person has. I'm going to deny this to death and analyze and defend logically my hatred. Everything just to prove that my feelings of hatred towards this person are genuine hatred, and can't be translated to anything else.

14 November 2012 @ 02:37 pm
i obviously haven't updated in a while. bummer

just to catch up with anything new in my life:
  • i am now into football/soccer so badly. started because of uchida atsuto who is tegoshi's soccer buddy. member of the japan national team and currently playing for fc shalke 04 in germany. then my addiction spread like wildfire to the other JNT and Schalke members and their current clubs as well (premiere league, bundesliga). i now watch football matches whenever i can, i religiously follow updates and match fixtures on Manchester United. and i recently ordered atsuto's official calendar for 2013. this addiction escalated very quickly.
  • i have ignored the je fandom a lot. shame on me. football is eating me now so yeah, no excuse there.
  • i also got distracted by kpop, especially since i watched Big Bang's concert here in Manila. so worth the wait, even if the waiting lasted for years. they were awesome, seungri is a bias destroyer. XD my other fave kpop group Block B also released a new album. and i have sworn to buy that album should Universal Records Phils. decide to release it locally. that Blockbuster album + their 2 previous mini albums (new kids on the block + welcome to the block). yup, i'm dedicated because i love them to death.
and the reason why i wrote something today: ranting about work

long story short (sorry, i'm lazy because i kept on typing the same things to my ever lovable friends who are willing to listen ♥) i got pissed off so early in the morning due to office related stuff. bottom line, i didn't know the details because it wasn't my candidate. and the information could have been delivered more nicely.

and as a reflection, i realized how some people have this natural talent for making you hate or at least feel bad about yourself. like i need that when i'm already so self-critical. that right there is someone and something that doesn't help with my self-esteem. seriously sometimes i hate people, but only sometimes. i'd like to think that i can at least read off small bits of people's personalities that is why i can surround myself with people i like and trust. 

probably today (or this week is a better term) is just not for me.
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
Current Music: bruno mars - locked out of heaven
24 July 2012 @ 10:58 am
I have so much feelings over this topic. I've always known I am an introvert but when I read something like this it surprises me more to discover how much of an introvert I actually am. The things I do in daily life are apparently very obvious of my introverted behavior.

I stumbled on this topic on linked in while browsing. You can read the full post here. I just can't believe how spot on the myths are about my own behavior, and frankly I'm a little happy that there are people who think and act just like I do. ^^

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Current Location: in the office
Current Mood: workingworking
Current Music: 5 colors in her hair - McFly
19 July 2012 @ 06:55 am
NEWS congratulations on the single and all the activities. And just, thank you ♥  

ABC-Z yay for finally getting a jweb with a proper header and title. congrats also for making it to the top of Oricon charts for your DVD ^^

JUMP I'm happy for your Taiwan tour even if it breaks my heart that I can't watch you guys when you are already so near ;______;


God I'm so lame, I still haven't finished watching Ataru. I even started downloading the episodes again from the first one after deciding that I'll get the hardsubbed versions instead. Well at least I'm already on episode 3 at the moment.

I still have to download Hikaru's last drama. Too bad that I got spoiled on what's going to happen to Hikaru's character but it may be my own fault too. orz

A lot of dramas right now with JE talents. Some of the shows I know about are Sprout, Ghost Mama, Boys on the Run, Beginners!, GTO. And by the end of this week, Matsumura Hokuto's drama will start to air already. Happy for the boys, not so much for my hard drive. o____o

Anyway, I just wanted to share some icons that are currently on my computer. 

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Current Location: in my living room
Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
Current Music: Shake It Up - Kis-My-Ft2
10 March 2012 @ 11:47 pm
How many friends do you have?

Honestly, I don't have a lot of friends. I believe I can still count them with my fingers. But I like keeping it that way. These are people that I trust and care about so much. I figured I can't keep up with too many friends so I just choose some and make them my friends that I can keep forever. :)
Current Location: Quezon City
Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: Lego House - Ed Sheeran
01 May 2011 @ 11:32 pm
Before this day officially ends (at least from where I am), I have to make a special greeting especially for the birthday boy. :)
This is the star, this is your heart
This is the day you were born
This is the sun, these are your lungs
This is the day you were born
And I am always, always
Always yours


Happy happy birthday 

Koyama Keiichiro!
May you spread more smiles, kindness and happiness to the world! Fans will always love the dorky, funny, kind, member-ai filled and one and only Kei-chan. :)
And pardon my using of Switchfoot's song, because I thought they were appropriate except maybe for the I am always yours part... or not XD
I also used this song because I am still hung over from watching Switchfoot play live for their tour here in Manila. Ah~ good times. And surprisingly for me too, Kei-chan's birthday brought a good day. Haha yeah, I'm going to throw everything I have experienced today on the reason that today is his birthday. :p 
Koyama's birthday brought such a good energy to me, I hope I can make it last for the whole week. (^_^)v
Again, to NEWS' most caring member, happy birthday! ♥♥  

Current Location: My room
Current Mood: peacefulpeaceful
Current Music: Always - Switchfoot
06 April 2011 @ 01:25 am
 Yeah. I'm trying this out, I really don't have any plan to share this to anyone since there's not much effort in making these icons. I simply made some from magazine scans that I like. Again, I was just trying this out. For now I'm only sharing it here on my journal, I'm too shy to show it to everybody. :)

Please bear with me on my crappy icons. Also, my bias is pretty obvious. :p
All scan credits goes to inala and sailorocean . If I used scans from people that I haven't credited, I'm sorry . :|

Note to self: make more Ryo-chan and Pi icons. D:

Current Location: My room
Current Mood: indifferentindifferent
Current Music: Goodbye Happiness - Utada Hikaru